I took my last SAT yesterday. Initially, I didn't really comprehend the impact of this being the last. I guess what I mean is that I was always in the bubble of SAT prep; the frenzy of it all made it difficult for me to step back and recognize.
But now, I feel so liberated. No more will I ever go to the library in search of SAT prep books, no more SAT classes, no more of my mother's constant ranting about always checking out review books! Somehow, the SAT books piled up on my nightstand feels so distant from my life. It's almost in another realm, a closed portal no longer available for the old and experienced.
In some way, it feels uncomfortable. No more study sessions, no more analysis. Now, all there is is time to wait. It's no longer in my hands, and I don't know if I like that.
On a brighter note, now I have the time to concentrate on other important matters. I'm excited.
