I think I'm too much of a romantic. And I don't mean the common usage of romantic. I'm not really someone who believes in all that lovey dovey stuff.
But I mean romantic in the sense that I'm too optimistic and contain too many high expectations. It is such a curse. Possibly because when my dreams crash and die, it's the most depressing thing in the whole world and also possibly because my vision of my life is immersed in 1,000 gallons of glitter. It's everywhere and it follows incessantly.
In a sense, I am trapped in this perfume of romance. How can I go out and see the world for what it actually is?
